December 2009
theses are the days,
when i just want to get in my car and drive, miss all the turns home and keep going.
i dont need to be saved
i just need some place to call my own again. im just lost is all. floating between the truth and the lies, reality and dreams, who i was, who i am, and who i wish to be.
i hate thinking.
its painful
fuck
you.
im nervous
i feel these aches rising up in my bones. pushing throught my viens. my ribs are hurting like they used to. i am worried. i really think something is wrong with me. but. nothing will get done about it. something just feels wrong. so wrong.
and
jealousy rears its ugly head.
brughhh
sure dad, ruin christmas by being an ass. thats cool i guess. see if i come home for christmas next year.
i love my friends.
period.
Today, I read one MLIA on how someone realized...
pollyyy:
normalflame:
uptomyhips:
dorkvader:
hotroller:
smfs:
(via gicagaite)
O.O
i cant cry,
because that would be absurd.
because tears get questions and, i dont have an answer.
i cant breathe,
im choking back mixed up emotions.
could some one please tell me,
why God made me this way.
because it makes no fucking sense to me.
my brother
keeps hogging the bandwidth.
play xbox later kidd.
ive got social networking to do,
srsly.
901
only 99 to go,
“I think there must be something wrong with me, Linus. Christmas is coming but...”
– Charlie Brown (Peanuts) (via whokilled) (via suzywire)
I think I just fucked up really really really...
(via jwooz224)
???????????
well yes, and no.
and all the space in between,
the spaces where your fingers should be.
drawn together with worn recycled thread,
pull it tight, dear you must hold me together.
i promise you’ll feel much better,
when the day comes to get you,
and carry you away.
the light fills the cracks,
where the cold and damp hide.
and all this reminds me,
that i will be just fine.
no, i mean maybe,
yes, i...
The only thing I like about this entire town
jwooz224:
Is at night. When you go to the end of my street, and go to the house up on the hill. You go to their backyard and look down Trinity Mountain, and you can see everything. The lights and houses, it’s amazing. When im up there looking down at the town below, I forget everything. There is no stress, hate, regret, anything. It’s really peaceful. I would like to take pictures of it soon....
knowing nothing is better than know it all
on my own..
i am trying to make sense of all this,
but between my heart and my head, i have no say in all of this. just one of you make up your mind. and go with it. before i explode.
“I know exactly how that is. To love somebody who doesn’t deserve it. Because...”
– (via iamthekeeper)
and now it seems that i have found,
nothing at all,
wanna hear your voice out loud.
slow it down slow it down.
i have something beautiful to say,
with no time to say it.
There's only one good thing about moo being...
pauwall:
jwooz224:
pauwall:
I GET THE SNUGGIE AT KEVINS!!! :DDDDDDDD
HAHAHHAHA I forsee some kind of violent retaliation for that statement
Or a squinty face reblog….probably both :D
Same here
your now not getteing a christmas present.
headache...
Just to clue you in
jwooz224:
It seems your mother regretted to tell you everything about her. See, your mother is not who she says. Your mother is an agent of a top notch spy organization, as am I. The day I walked into your house she noticed who I am, as I did her, as we are both high ranking spys. I knew trouble was going to happen sooner or later, but I didnt expect it to be this late into us knowing eachother....
Operation Lolflamingo Rescue
jwooz224:
Supplies
Grappling Hook
Duffle Bag
Gasoline
Matches
Bonesaw (with silencer)
Ski Mask (For dramaticness)
Hairspray
Walkie Talkies(Silence is required for such a task)
Object of weight that equals 33.7 pounds
Peanut Butter
Shurikin (throwing stars for the n00bs)
Step One
Park Paul’s truck about one hundred and fifty feet away from Amanda’s house. Exit truck and gather...
duhtrav:
All I Wanted - Paramore
-Still can’t...
Note to self:
quit being such a failure.